did i lose the will to fight? monday comes like tuesday...

my birthday is in a week. hoorah for new years, hooray for new chapters.

i'm working on a list of 20 before 20 for this upcoming year... i'll post it after my birthday... it's my little way of trying to make my life ... more. so that in a year i won't have to look back and calculate up what my year meant in terms of days and weeks and numbers, so that maybe i'll have tangible beauty to show, something lovely to define my days instead of just numbers.